From Depression and Pain to Healing in Jesus Christ

I am Lokesh. I am 22 years old.
My family had many problems. Since childhood, no one was happy. We did not live in peace. I lived in this situation for about 20 years. There were always fights at home. Because we were poor and had many problems, everyone became very sensitive. Even the smallest things quickly turned into serious conflicts.

I did not smile much. I did not know what happiness was. One day, I passed by a candy shop. I wanted to eat candy, so I put my hand in my pocket. But there was nothing in my hand. My mother fasted and prayed to idols, hoping things would get better. But nothing changed.

I was often sick. I had knee pain for 3 years. It became hard to walk. I took medicine and used ointment, but it became worse. When I thought about my body, I felt afraid. I had a lot of stress.

My heart was even more painful. I was not sure if God exists. I felt that no one cared about me. Sometimes I did not even feel like living. I felt deep loneliness and darkness. I did not know where my life was going. I had no hope and no direction. I lived in physical and mental pain for a long time. But deep in my heart, I still felt that there must be God.

About 1.5 years ago, I heard the name of Jesus Christ. But I was not interested. One month ago, I started reading “The Message of the Cross” from MBStudy.com. I read up to chapter 20. Through the Word, I understood that Jesus Christ loves me and died on the cross for me. This truth touched my heart.

I also learned that God does not want rituals or offerings. He wants a relationship. Through the Holiness Gospel, I learned how to live a holy life. When the pastor explained the Word, I felt grace. I felt like I found a family. I no longer felt alone. I realized that there is a truth greater than darkness. That truth is Jesus Christ and God our Father.

Now I still have some problems. I still have some knee pain. But my heart is at peace. My knee is better than before. I believe that Jesus Christ is guiding me. He guides people who are lost. I realized that Jesus is the true Lord who gave everything for me. I believe that He will heal me and guide my life.

Now I read daily devotion messages. I also share fellowship with other believers. I want to know the Lord more.

Testimony by: Lokesh (Ghaziabad, India)

Depression to Peace

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21 thoughts on “From Depression and Pain to Healing in Jesus Christ”

  1. Sheetal Singh

    Praise the lord
    TODAY I read this testimony and I felt love of God that God loves everyone and he wants that nobody live the darkness therefore he sent his only son on this earth and whoever believes in Lord Jesus Christ today he/she gets salvation.

    Name Mahi Singh
    From Delhi

  2. Sheetal Singh

    Praise the Lord.

    Today I read this testimony and felt love of God that he never leaves us and always helps us thank you Lord Jesus Christ

    Name Vansh
    From Delhi

  3. Avantika Gamit

    ye gavahi se hame ye Sikh milta hai ki muskeli aye ya fir bimari hame parmeswar pe bharos karna chahiye hamara jivaan vachn k dwara badal sakta hai ham saty ko jaanege to saty hame svtantnr karega Jo vivash karte hai uske liye sabkuch sambhav hai Amen.

  4. Praise the Lord everyone
    main is gawahi se Jana
    jab ham Prabhu yishu Masih se jud jate hai aur Unse Prem karne lag Jaate Hain to sach mein vah Hamare Jivan Mein Karya karte hain aur Humse Prem Karte Hain
    Param Prabhu Mein Sacchi Khushi ko prapt Karte Hain

  5. Abhishek Raj

    आप सभी को जय मसीह की।
    इस वचन से ये समझ में आया कि अगर हम यीशु मसीह पर विश्वास करे । तो सभी समस्या से छुटकारा पा सकते हैं।
    आमीन।

  6. Sameeksha Singh

    Praise the Lord

    Really! This testimony is heart touching how God has work in his life ……
    After reading this message I also felt grace and I am also so happy that we have these word of God and a good life we are living in Christ n he shared that he had knee pain for 3 years and he have some knee pain. But his heart is at peace.
    Really I realised that even while living in the Lord, there can still be some problems in our lives. But the Lord gives peace in our hearts and provides us the strength to face those problems. Truly, our Lord is great. He never leaves our hand even in tough situations.

  7. ASHISH RANJAN BIRENDRA SINGH

    Jay mashih ki 🙏🏻
    yah gavaahee vaakee bahut hee preranaadaayak aur dil ko chhoo lene vaalee hai. yah jaanakar bahut himmat milatee hai ki yeeshu maseeh ke prem mein har tarah ke avasaad aur peeda se mukti sambhav hai. vishvaas kee yah yaatra doosaron ke lie bhee aasha kee kiran banegee. saajha karane ke lie bahut-bahut dhanyavaad. prabhu aapako aur bhee aasheesh den.

  8. Kriti Singh

    𝓙𝓪𝔂 𝓜𝓪𝓼𝓲𝓱 𝓴𝓲 𝓼𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓳𝓲 𝓲𝓼 𝓰𝓪𝓿𝓪𝓱𝓲 𝓼𝓮 𝓗𝓾𝓶𝓷𝓮 𝔂𝓪𝓱 𝓢𝓲𝓴𝓱𝓪 𝓗𝓪𝓲 𝓚𝓲 𝓙𝓪𝓫 𝓱𝓪𝓶 𝓗𝓪𝓶 𝓥𝓲𝓼𝓱𝔀𝓪𝓼 𝓚𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓮 𝓗𝓪𝓲𝓷 𝓟𝓪𝓻𝓶𝓮𝓼𝓱𝔀𝓪𝓻 𝓚𝓮 𝓥𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓷 𝓴𝓪 𝓟𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓷 𝓚𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓮 𝓗𝓪𝓲𝓷 𝔂𝓲𝓼𝓱𝓾 𝓜𝓪𝓼𝓲𝓱 𝓴𝓸 𝓐𝓹𝓷𝓮 𝓤𝓭𝓱𝓪𝓻 𝓚𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓪 𝓴𝓮 𝓻𝓸𝓸𝓹 𝓶𝓮𝓲𝓷 𝓰𝓻𝓪𝓱𝓪𝓷 𝓚𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓮 𝓗𝓪𝓲𝓷 𝓟𝓪𝓻𝓶𝓮𝓼𝓱𝔀𝓪𝓻 𝓗𝓪𝓶𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓟𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓱𝓷𝓪 𝓴𝓪 𝓤𝓽𝓽𝓪𝓻 𝓓𝓮𝓽𝓮 𝓗𝓪𝓲𝓷 𝓲𝓼 𝓰𝓪𝓿𝓪𝓱𝓲 𝓼𝓮 𝓜𝓮𝓻𝓪 𝓥𝓲𝓼𝓱𝔀𝓪𝓼 𝓐𝓾𝓻 𝓑𝓱𝓲 𝓫𝓪𝓭𝓱 𝓰𝓪𝔂𝓪 𝓱𝓪𝓲 𝓟𝓻𝓪𝓫𝓱𝓾 𝓶𝓮𝓲𝓷 𝓪𝓾𝓻 𝓜𝓾𝓳𝓱𝓮 𝔂𝓪𝓱 𝓰𝓪𝓿𝓪𝓱𝓲 𝓼𝓾𝓷𝓴𝓪𝓻 𝓫𝓪𝓱𝓾𝓽 𝓐𝓬𝓱𝓬𝓱𝓪 𝓵𝓪𝓰 𝓻𝓪𝓱𝓪 𝓱𝓪𝓲
    Amen

  9. Anjali chauhan

    आप सभी को जय मसीह की 🙏
    इस गवाही को पढ़कर मन बहुत प्रभावित हुआ। यह हमें याद दिलाती है कि चाहे जीवन में कितनी भी परेशानी, दुःख या अवसाद क्यों न हो, यीशु मसीह हमेशा हमारे साथ हैं और हमें चंगाई और शांति प्रदान करते हैं। इस गवाही से यह विश्वास और मजबूत होता है कि प्रभु में सच्ची आशा और नई शुरुआत मिलती है।
    यह संदेश हमें प्रेरित करता है कि हम हर परिस्थिति में प्रभु पर भरोसा रखें और उनकी ओर मुड़ें, क्योंकि वही हमारे जीवन को बदल सकते हैं।
    ईश्वर का धन्यवाद कि उन्होंने हमें ऐसा अद्भुत प्रेम और सहारा दिया। आमीन 🙏

  10. Sunita Seth

    सच में यह गवाही बहुत ही अच्छी है पिता परमेश्वर प्रभु को सारी महिमा मिले जिन्होंने चंगाई दी है इस भाई कोकी कितना भी अंधकार मे क्यों न हो जब जोती आती हैं तो अंधकार को जाना ही होता हैं धन्य है प्रभु आप जो हम जैसे पापी के लिए खुद को बलिदान किया और आपके पवित्र नाम से चंगाई छुटकारा मिलती हैं जो कोई भी विश्वास से आता हैं आपके ओर 🙏🙏

  11. Dhanpat Singh

    लोकेश भाई आपकी गवाही पढ़ कर बहुत अच्छा लगा यीशु मसीह हमसे बहुत प्रेम करते हैं वह कभी हमें अकेला नहीं छोड़ते वह हमारा इंतजार करते हैं कब उसको जाने उसको ग्रहण करें। आप सही जवाब जुड़ गए हैं पिता परमेश्वर आपको आशीष देंगे आमीन

  12. Such a wonderful testimony. This clearly shows that Jesus Christ is a true and living God who works even today.
    I feel so touched by this brother’s testimony. May God continue to lead him towards beautiful Heaven and eternal life where he can hae as many candies as he wants….